Groupie Disaster.....

Sometimes is not whether the person who group as a group with you is a clever person or brilliant person. As long as that person was willing to cooperate with you, everything which was not clear can be as clear as the blue sky without any trace of clouded sun. If you don't want to group with me, I wont pressure you or to force you to do so. You can freely wander around and next time, don't ask me to help you with anything.

I don't know really what had happened to me today.. Now I really don't like Thursday... I felt so tired of the lab.. I don't know is it me or does this apply to most of the people out there?? 'Sigh' What a day.. Say too much wrong stuff today... Next time I should keep quiet!!! Quiet Girl!!!! Gloomy.. I really wish that next semester will not be as bad as this... Why is it always happen to me??? It does not change the condition of myself before and after I enter University. I still cant really communicate well, cant ask questions properly as I wanted to... Really am bad... Not really know how to improve this... 

Semester Four. A Disaster

Actually, it seems that the fourth semester of my university life has started and I felt that I don't seem to be myself anymore. It seems like I cant concentrate on my studies well as before and I seem to feel down at times also. Is it because that I realized I have chosen the wrong path or am I 
thinking too much?? It seems that I have become much more clumsier than before, much more indecisive,doing things in a much more slower pace, much more affected by how other people treated me and taking so many little things too seriously.

This is why I describe semester four as a disaster semester. Now I feel like I want to go home and meet my family and relax not thinking about my studies for just a while. Even though I just finished my holidays, it seems that this semester is much more worse than the previous semester. More workload, more things that was not understood, more new things to learn and all these things has to be finished in at least four months!!! Is this really how a university life is for science students?? Why is so unfair that our Bachelors Degree is so much difficult than some of the subjects and what we get at the end was not equivalent to what we give at the beginning??? Well this is understandable that I have chosen this course and I have to finish it to the end. I have gone so far and I don't really wish to give up just like that. I think its my aim is too high and I have been stressing myself to go to my goal.

Certain conflicts... Hmmm shouldn't be called as conflict. Misunderstanding should be I can say happened between friends. Misunderstanding happened between both parties. And both parties are my friends. I really am sandwiched in between them and this is sometimes very difficult for me to take into consideration at two parties.. This is really stressful at times where you have to be careful of what you wanted to say before the words really came out of your mouth. As this might hurt one of the party or maybe both. 

Moreover, just did something so clumsy that I even accidentally tumbled my water bottle and water splashed onto his book.. I just don't know why things happen in the way that I don't want to happen. Things happen for a reason. But this is so sudden!! I didn't mean to do so.. I really hoped his book was fine and I hope that he is no t angry at me.

Next, group work has made my life real difficult. I don't know why as people said, more people more heads more hands and your work will be lighter. I don't know why grouping seems to be very difficult for me and it seems like it becomes more and more difficult for me to talk to people now.. I just want to go back to my ownself and be myself that is cheerful and talkative and friendly. How I missed my first semester. All I thought is that university life was not as difficult or stressful than secondary or higher secondary level but instead, it doesn't seems so easy as you look at it in the papers or magazines. It actually is a fraud and also full of fallacy.

But things like this happened for a reason in our life to make us realize how the real world look like. So, I just need to look all of this in a positive way and think of what mum had said to me. You go study is to learn new things and skills that can help you in the future.. and not for you to get pressure from getting a score.

Alone....

Writing a blog post in the middle of assignment marathon. Coming back to campus earlier than other people and the whole hostel block feels so empty!!! Felt kind a lonely though. Everybody are still happy celebrating Chinese New Year but I'm here catching up with my assignments..... I have to take all the responsibilities as I didn't really consider about my assignments during my holidays. Procrastinating is the point!!


I don't really like the feeling of being alone. It makes me miss my family a lot more than other times. Besides, being lonely does makes me go into a really deep thought at times.. So, it's quite, I can say the right time to write some posts. *Laughs*. 


I like to feel the existence of people around me because this way, I'm able to give chances for other people to feel my existence in their life........


By T.S.C.

Me.

I'm practically a student who is still on the way to pursue a Degree in Biotechnology. There's still a long long way to go for me to receive this Bachelor's Degree. I hope everything goes fine and smoothly.

I'm just a normal person like any other, but its just that I have my own special features that can really depict  'Me'. I am not that tall, shorter than the average height of the girls in this world (which means that I'm in the extreme category in the whole population on this planet Earth!!!!) and my feet size is quite small and the size of my shoe is 3, AND A HALF!!! ( What kind of shoe size is this??!!).  My friends always tease me to go to the children's department to get my shoe though...

I can play music like piano but not that pro as I didn't go for the exams and didn't even try the First Grade also. Sad. But, I still know how to read the scores and play though.. Besides, I played ukelele as guitar, is too big for my fingers and I can't really get the chords right. So I just as well give up on that and going on with ukelele. I like the happy melodies of ukelele.. Cool...

Thats all for today I think.. I don't want it to be too long winded or lengthy, so, I'll just stop here and will update soon!!! 

First Attempt

First attempt writing a blog and it seems to be quite a nice day.

Breezy wind brushes through me and all the trees with tiny leaves are making gentle clapping melody. Its nice to compose a blog outdoors instead of indoors.

Love mangoes the environment and anything green... : )